Troubled Teen

First there is screaming
The tension rises
hateful words
The pushing and shoving
... the hitting
The slaming of the doors
And the cries
She comes back
Will she ever leave?
If she doesn't i'm sure he will
and if you run away
Know that I will follow you the whole way
because a troubled teen needs a little guidence
And I will help you through
Unless you don't want me to
She's back again
Even the sight of her he can't stand
My heart goes out to you little man <3

Without You

I'm not doing fine without you
I don't want to feel this way but I do
You left me without a word
I have to rely on what I heard
I said I wouldn't cry
But these tears are welling up from inside
All i want to be is your friend
But you want this to be the end
I can't just erase the past 5-6 months of my life
Cut you out with a knife
My feelings for you are done
I just have one question
Is there hate ?
I'm tired of this debate
I want a clear answer
How did this occur ?

Happy Once Again

Alcohol lingers on my breath
I am happy once again
But this isn't the way that it's suppose to be
So I am sober with bad memories
The screaming is piercing
The words are full of hate
There are tears running down each face
But no one seems to care
I go to school with a smile on my face
But inside I want to be alone and be able to cry
I want to cuddle up in a blanket
I want to hide from the outside
I wonder if I will ever be happy again
So I take a toke
A shot to follow
I party hard
And forget about the pain
I am happy once again....

Cliche

Bouncing on beds
Hitting eachothers heads....
With a pillow
Soft like a marshmellow
Listening to Kesha
The next big thing to Lady GaGa
Got a crush on Justin Bieber
Did you catch that fever?
I'm only seventeen
But these memories don't go away like a dream
Next year i got college
Filling me up with knowledge
I'm not crushing on guys no more
I'm loving till my heart is tore
Screw dicks
And say goodbye to all the mean chicks
Don't be cliche
Like the words i've been spitting away
Who cares what people think
It only makes your confidence sink

Distance

Boy play me a song
And i'll attempt to sing along
I'll dance to your sweet melody
Filling the air with serenity
Your a man of humour
I wish i could have met you sooner
You make me smile, you make me laugh
You are my other half
Your down to earth
A thousand words couldn't describe what your worth
I'de travel the world to be by your side
Cause this distance is killing me inside.

Worried

Truth is… you scare me to death
I worry about you with every breath
Fear, depression, and anger
Take over the happiness when you were younger
I don’t think I can remember the last time you were happy
This sounds pretty sappy
But I couldn’t live without you
I don’t have a clue what I would do
You act like you don’t care
But I know your ready to tear
Every emotion is fake
You hate every moment your awake
You can only hide everything for so long till you explode
Then you’re heading down a different road
Same old story
But a different guy Riley

Mission Statement

Each one of us has a road that we create
Unique in our own ways, no two roads can relate
As I look back
I look at the things I gain and lack
No one can master perfection
Therefore there is no fear of rejection
I remember those days that put a smile on my face
And traveling the world to a different place
I remember when I use to laugh
And not knowing what it felt like to have my heart torn in half
I looked upon the stars above
Wishing for true love
Half the time it felt like an elusion
I have suffered from confusion
However, now that I am bolder
I am one step closer
To a future that is bright
Filled with happiness from the light
I have friends and family
Sometimes they cause me insanity
But they will always be there for me
I won’t deny it, cause I will see
A future full of laughter
An unwritten chapter
I’m moving on from the pages filled with black ink
There’s no time to blink
Cause it’s not who you are that holds you back
It’s who you think your not, that set’s you off track