I'm wide awake
I hope you realize you made a mistake
I'm afraid to sleep
I'm scared my dreams will be too deep
These feelings are confusing
I don't know which path i should be choosing
I'm inhaling pain through out me
And exhaling everything that made me so happy
I can't pretend things are fine
When I want you to be mine
My eyes hurt from crying
I don't feel you trying
Nothing is the same
But were both to blame
My heart is black and blue
Am i stupid for still wanting you
In every poem that i write
It's about my constant fight
To be with you
And hope that you want to be with me too
Feels like iv'e been stabbed by a knife
I want you in my life
My emotions won't be shown
I don't want you to see how much it hurts me to be alone
