Troubled Teen

First there is screaming
The tension rises
hateful words
The pushing and shoving
... the hitting
The slaming of the doors
And the cries
She comes back
Will she ever leave?
If she doesn't i'm sure he will
and if you run away
Know that I will follow you the whole way
because a troubled teen needs a little guidence
And I will help you through
Unless you don't want me to
She's back again
Even the sight of her he can't stand
My heart goes out to you little man <3

Without You

I'm not doing fine without you
I don't want to feel this way but I do
You left me without a word
I have to rely on what I heard
I said I wouldn't cry
But these tears are welling up from inside
All i want to be is your friend
But you want this to be the end
I can't just erase the past 5-6 months of my life
Cut you out with a knife
My feelings for you are done
I just have one question
Is there hate ?
I'm tired of this debate
I want a clear answer
How did this occur ?

Happy Once Again

Alcohol lingers on my breath
I am happy once again
But this isn't the way that it's suppose to be
So I am sober with bad memories
The screaming is piercing
The words are full of hate
There are tears running down each face
But no one seems to care
I go to school with a smile on my face
But inside I want to be alone and be able to cry
I want to cuddle up in a blanket
I want to hide from the outside
I wonder if I will ever be happy again
So I take a toke
A shot to follow
I party hard
And forget about the pain
I am happy once again....