Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Feelings

All this hatred i feel is for you
You never let me do what i want to do
You think i'm lint you can just flick
So i'm gunna flick my bic
Immma light my j
I'm gunna do things my own way
I'm gunna get high as fuck
you are my bad luck
All this frustration
You don't understand my situation
I love this guy
I'm not gunna lie
My family doesn't want us together
But im gunna fight through this bad weather
Do you understand what love is ?
you don't have to be a wiz
It comes from the heart
You love them even when your apart
I told him from the start
He ain't ever gunna leave my heart. <3

Heartbroken

* Look at me when im looking at you
Feel the pain and the hurt that i do
We were more than just friends
I dont want this to be where it ends <3

Remember when everything was perfect
Don't object, just reflect
You loved me and i loved you
But i didn't have a clue
Now i feel nothing, my heart is numb see
I gotta get out of this place and start running, you lied to me
We use to laugh, we use to hug, we use to love
Now im just someone you want to get rid of.

My heart won't stop bleeding ; for you it will scream
I wanna wake up from this scary dream
Did i ever matter to you at all ?
I don't know how your feeling, your like a brick wall
Come back to me don't escape
This feels like rape
Im telling you how i feel
I'm trying to be real

I was caught up in the moment
we made a commitment
Little did i know it was broke
Im trying not to choke
I'm shaking and st-stuttering
In my stomach my butterfly's are fluttering
When i looked in your eyes
It gave me high's
Now all i see is a lie
And it's a knot thats hard to untie

I'm tired of wasting my time
This love was a climb
But now I'm at the top and im ready to fall
I feel so small
Don't think you can take me back
I'm moving on from the black
Your heart is stone
And I'm ready to be alone