Distance

Boy play me a song
And i'll attempt to sing along
I'll dance to your sweet melody
Filling the air with serenity
Your a man of humour
I wish i could have met you sooner
You make me smile, you make me laugh
You are my other half
Your down to earth
A thousand words couldn't describe what your worth
I'de travel the world to be by your side
Cause this distance is killing me inside.

Worried

Truth is… you scare me to death
I worry about you with every breath
Fear, depression, and anger
Take over the happiness when you were younger
I don’t think I can remember the last time you were happy
This sounds pretty sappy
But I couldn’t live without you
I don’t have a clue what I would do
You act like you don’t care
But I know your ready to tear
Every emotion is fake
You hate every moment your awake
You can only hide everything for so long till you explode
Then you’re heading down a different road
Same old story
But a different guy Riley

Mission Statement

Each one of us has a road that we create
Unique in our own ways, no two roads can relate
As I look back
I look at the things I gain and lack
No one can master perfection
Therefore there is no fear of rejection
I remember those days that put a smile on my face
And traveling the world to a different place
I remember when I use to laugh
And not knowing what it felt like to have my heart torn in half
I looked upon the stars above
Wishing for true love
Half the time it felt like an elusion
I have suffered from confusion
However, now that I am bolder
I am one step closer
To a future that is bright
Filled with happiness from the light
I have friends and family
Sometimes they cause me insanity
But they will always be there for me
I won’t deny it, cause I will see
A future full of laughter
An unwritten chapter
I’m moving on from the pages filled with black ink
There’s no time to blink
Cause it’s not who you are that holds you back
It’s who you think your not, that set’s you off track

Making It Through

Life has its ups and downs
However we hide our frowns
We have smiles that are fake
Until we finally break
Emotions left and right
But I will fight
Till I know I’m on track
There’s no time to look back

Happy :)

Remember those days that put smiles on our faces
And traveling the world to different places
Remember when we use to laugh
And not knowing what it felt like to have our hearts torn in half
We looked upon the stars above
Wishing for true love
Now that we are older
we are one step closer
To a future unknown
The only thing we are certain of is that we won’t be alone
We have friends and family
Sometimes they cause us insanity
But they will always be there for you
Don’t deny it, cause you know it’s true

Addicted

It's hard to stop an addiction
When there is so much tension
You need something to help you relax
These are the facts
You need something to help you forget
That you brain won't let go of how much your upset
Something to ease away the pain
Therefore happiness is what you gain
You can't end your life
With the cut of a knife
Cause one day
You will find your way
So step away from the drugs
And the wanna be thugs
Face reality head on
Live each day from dusk to dawm
Kepp a smile on your face
Think of a safe place
Cause now i am stronger
I'm happier for longer
And in time i won't need you
To help me get through
This pain will subside
And my thoughts of you will have died

Wide Awake and Heartbroken

I'm wide awake
I hope you realize you made a mistake
I'm afraid to sleep
I'm scared my dreams will be too deep
These feelings are confusing
I don't know which path i should be choosing
I'm inhaling pain through out me
And exhaling everything that made me so happy
I can't pretend things are fine
When I want you to be mine
My eyes hurt from crying
I don't feel you trying
Nothing is the same
But were both to blame
My heart is black and blue
Am i stupid for still wanting you
In every poem that i write
It's about my constant fight
To be with you
And hope that you want to be with me too
Feels like iv'e been stabbed by a knife
I want you in my life
My emotions won't be shown
I don't want you to see how much it hurts me to be alone

My Road

Each one of us has a road that we create
Unique in our own ways, no two roads can relate
Although I have many intersections it’s like a kiss in the rain
Lasts only for a couple seconds and then it ends in the drain
Just this once I was hoping for another road to connect
a highway that was nothing less than perfect
Now my road is broken and full of turns
But there are no concerns
There are signs of construction
Mending the destruction

It Takes Two

To make a relationship it takes more than one
I’ve already begun
to realize that you need to make some effort
before I experience discomfort
I want to be with him
but were standing on a limb
It would be nice to keep in contact
I don’t want our relationship to be an act
if you really loved me you would try
please don’t say goodbye

We Belong

Im wondering if you like me at all
I feel like a ball
Im being tossed around
Is our love still bound
Just kiss me and you will see
You belong with me
But hopefully it's not just because of the kiss
It's because of this:
We understand eachother
We love no other
You and I were brought together by fate
There is no hate
Just love between me and you
It's the little things we do
Something for you, something for me
Im hoping for us to be <3

My Boy

With you everything is real
If you only knew how I feel
With every breath that I am taking
I don’t want to leave my dream to waking
Because when I’m dreaming
My smile’s beaming
I’m dreaming of you and I
Were reaching for the sky
The only way I would leave my dream is for you
Our love is true
When I see your face
I’m in another place
It started off as just a fling
But now you’re my king
How did we get here
On the way I may have shed a tear
When I didn’t have faith in us two
you knew we could make it through
It doesn’t matter how it happened or why
our love is something that you can’t deny

I love you

There is no other
I only love you
Its impossible to imagine being with another
I hope you love me too
Your my ying to my yang
Boy your what makes me happy
Lately ive been like dang
Im feeling so crappy
Not to be with you would drive me insane
Boy im falling
I need a crutch i need a cane
Instead ive got a brick that im halling
Im dragging it around for you
Its hard to write this
When i know you cant say you love me too
I miss the way we kiss
But its not just a sexual thing
your personality has got me hooked
i heard the bells ring
You caught me with your eyes when i looked
When we broke up i didnt talk to you
I thought you wanted space
i didnt think you wanted me too
Right now its not the same
But you gotta give it time
Dont be lame
If you break this off thereès no point to this rhyme
I wrote this for you
tell me what your feeling
Think this through
Look at the cards your dealing
Im the queen
Can you please be my king
My name is Nadeen
And i love you more than anything

Feelings

All this hatred i feel is for you
You never let me do what i want to do
You think i'm lint you can just flick
So i'm gunna flick my bic
Immma light my j
I'm gunna do things my own way
I'm gunna get high as fuck
you are my bad luck
All this frustration
You don't understand my situation
I love this guy
I'm not gunna lie
My family doesn't want us together
But im gunna fight through this bad weather
Do you understand what love is ?
you don't have to be a wiz
It comes from the heart
You love them even when your apart
I told him from the start
He ain't ever gunna leave my heart. <3

Heartbroken

* Look at me when im looking at you
Feel the pain and the hurt that i do
We were more than just friends
I dont want this to be where it ends <3

Remember when everything was perfect
Don't object, just reflect
You loved me and i loved you
But i didn't have a clue
Now i feel nothing, my heart is numb see
I gotta get out of this place and start running, you lied to me
We use to laugh, we use to hug, we use to love
Now im just someone you want to get rid of.

My heart won't stop bleeding ; for you it will scream
I wanna wake up from this scary dream
Did i ever matter to you at all ?
I don't know how your feeling, your like a brick wall
Come back to me don't escape
This feels like rape
Im telling you how i feel
I'm trying to be real

I was caught up in the moment
we made a commitment
Little did i know it was broke
Im trying not to choke
I'm shaking and st-stuttering
In my stomach my butterfly's are fluttering
When i looked in your eyes
It gave me high's
Now all i see is a lie
And it's a knot thats hard to untie

I'm tired of wasting my time
This love was a climb
But now I'm at the top and im ready to fall
I feel so small
Don't think you can take me back
I'm moving on from the black
Your heart is stone
And I'm ready to be alone