Down and out

Invisible in a sea of people
They're thinking she's dull
superficial conversations
hi how are you;animations
There he is the man of her life
Talking to everyone with ease, not rigid like a knife
She follows him like a lost pup
Feeling the opposite of up
Awkward and out of place
She wishes this wasn't the case
Looking forward to a weekend out
She's now at home left with out
Alone sippin' her drink
Given too much time to think
She wishes him the best, time to catch up with his friends
Just hoping he comes home soon before the weekend ends

Abuse

She’s cold
She cherishes you like gold
her heart is turning into ice
he hasn’t been nice
Silence creeps but she keeps poise
through this white noise
she knows it’s probably nothing
But she misses the king
one day she hopes to be queen
but he is mean
why does she stay?
because she loves him more and more each day

Slowly Falling

Well I remember those late night's in September
Thinking that this couldn't get any better
Maybe it was wrong, but maybe it was right
We'd end up kissing by the end of the night
No need for make-up
He'd still be there when I wake up
Man I wish it wasn't true
I'm slowly falling for you

I ignored your calls a time or two
Let's be honest, what's a girl suppose to do
When your head says one thing, but your heart says another
You need to go with one or the other
What started off with infatuation
Ended in a complicated situation
Man I wish it wasn't true
I'm slowly falling for you

Trust

Trust. It defines the relationship between respect and honesty. If trust isn't mutual between two people then they cannot forward their relationship. In my life I have a very poor support system, which is unhelthy for myself and my future occupation. I have thought a lot about how to strengthen my support system and the one word that came to mind was trust. I with out a doubt do not have mutual trust with my god given support system. I would like to change this however the motivation should be mutual.

I've Done You Wrong

I'm weak to temptation, but you are strong
I know i've done you wrong
My past is full of regret
But you have to roll the dice to win the bet
It's a chance I took
And the devils hand I shook
Betrayel was it's peak
I'm sorry I was weak
So much for me, and little for you
I'm selfish while you are true
I apologize for what I put you through
I know I am not worthy of you
I know apologizing is never enough
Forgiving is tuff
But you are strong
I know i've done you wrong

His Blue Eyes

As bright as the ocean
They are filled with devotion
Looking up in desperation
And down with regret of an untold confession
Bright and Blue
A contradiction of the two
A shade full of happiness that isn't cheap
While the colour is sad and deep
A great story of lies as well as truth
Of a man's unforgotten youth .

You

You listen
You laugh
You have great style
You have perfect teeth
You have blue eyes
You are always here for me
You make me smile
You are outgoing
You are intelligent
You are unique

Is this you ?
Or is this him?
Or could it be her?
It is you.
But who is that?
It is not me .

It will never be defined
Until you look into my mind.